muka saya hodoh~~

at one point i just dunt understand myself. i've not been into any serious relationship for quite some years and i've been wondering why...

sometimes tu, theres a lil of jealousy at the very corner of my heart when i look at some sweet couples..hehe..ye r, being a single, everything is all about u,urself and loneliness.(ceyh~~)..

kdg2 tu trase r ,nk g makan pon,mkn sorang2, henset pon senyap jek 2-3 hr, tu pon klu my dad x call,batt habis pon x sdar...sng cite, simpan dlm drawer pon x per. when it comes to special occasion, u dunno who to bring with,and part yg plg trase is  at times of ssh ke,sng ke, u dunno to share with who kan..last2 u tulis dlm blog like wut i did now..hahah...and when ur frens talking about their awek kan and their fairytale stories, the only thing u can do is angguk2, senyum2 and at some point interrupt sket to say some nice things like..."waa,sweetnye korang"...[-_-"]...pathetic isnt it?...

last week, my housemate issued a statement that i kinda menyampah gak r mendengar nya...he said:

"shitok,mke ko x de awek,ak brani potong jari la wey"...

mmm, it gives me an impression that, ppl nowadays are loser klu x de awek. and at the same time, its like ppl are creating a world that everyone must have a partner...uhuk2!!

my frens used to say some nice things to me like " shitok, ko ni memilih sgt la"..."ko usaha x kuat ni"...or " ko main2 la shitok, cuba siyes sket, br pompuan sangkut"...or "ko cpt ske pompuan" errmmm...i guess

ur

points will be easier taken by me klu u ppl ckp..."shitok, ko x hensem la sbb tu ko x de awek.."or ko x macho sgt la, x mcm kte org"..or lg sng " ko loser la"...hahah..eyp guys korang dh ade awek sng la ckp. korang hensem sng la dpt awek. no girls pon sangkut dkt ak, n klu ade pon mesti that girl pon desperate nak ade bf so they have no many choice in hands lah kan...x pon klu ak tersangkut kat any girls, either that girl dh ade balak or she is too good to be my partner...

hey~~

here, listen to my CONFESSION ppl..yes , i am single an available.not because m too selective or something,( the fact that kene reject sbb x hensem tu btolla la kot)  but i guess m not the kind that desperate nak ade partner (mb sbb tkt x kawen kot) that i just simply pick any one by the street and kapel!!..no~~somemore, nak msg more than 2 hours already bored me to death, m lost in my own words, and now u expect me to msg2 one particular girl 24/7. gimme a break...i love to do things on my own, sharing everything is not my style and i hate ppl instructing me to do this or that, telling me wut is good or wrong, or restraining me to do anything that i want at any time that i desire. i guess i m just not ready for any commitment yet.

i know later , half of

ur

life will be spent with one particular someone. so y not now, sementara msh boley, we spend the best of our time enjoying the life of being single to the fullest.mm..but i believe everyone has their own view about this. but being single isnt a sin and no one shud be intimidated by the fact that he/she is single.plus, the feeling of admiring someone dlm diam2 adalah sgt2 interesting.after all, i survive je so far...y cant u?...hahaha

lu pk la sendiri!!...

Comments

[SyaHMe]

i am very very much relating to this entry..
in fact,i even wrote an entry like this b4..

[ZadesIGN]

Single is easy too mingle ey ngeh ngeh...pa ko lalek aku ngn najib pun single apa so kita semua cool la... (-_-")

[ZadesIGN]

sorry *to not *too maaf cikgu english...

[StaiNd]

ur confession is same as mine.. yeah dude.. comitment?? is a still freaking scary subject.. huhu..

[Hafiz]

hmm..interesting..haha..sik sangka ku tgh membaca blog orang..this is so not me..:P fyi, im not a frequent reader..in fact first time ku tauk ko ada blog tok..hahaha well, wht i can say is...life is not just in colleges or uni..pas ko grad..a whole new life is waiting for u out there..with new ppl..byk gik choice..boh riso gilak..u'll find somebody i hope :P something might just fall off from the sky when u least expected it

[-aMeeN-]

hahahhhahahahhaha.
ctok~
beginakah ke*merAna*An ang~
hahhahah~

[Mohammad Najib]

sharing my u-might-think-extreme point of view. it's either single or married. couple is not an option.

sharing my moderate point of view. u'll find one that suits you. statistically proven that we have more women on earth than men. no worries.

sharing my self-unconscious point of view, get a plastic surgery. fix whatever can be fixed.

haha.. later mate.

[NADYAseriously]

agree wif wat u said cuzzy. u dont need a PARTNER to be labeled as COOL. or u dont need a gf/bf/partner watever to be whoever u want to be.
seriously.
i knw u r independent enuff to get to what aver hi-rank dreams that u haf, without havin any special some1 by urside (except ur family la kn)
so look hun, dun let this bothers u. when the time comes, the right one will come along.
n hell no. ure NOT ugly. in fact, girls are stupid to not even notice u. n ure pretty much the same if u think that u dont deserve them.
be confident. bold. cool. collected. and who cares what they say.
chillax dude.
miss ya. ;)

[LaiLy]

dear mr. boipren (remember me? :D),

can't believe you're actually doubting yourself. i can't begin to describe how appalled and how sik cayak i am with your 'i'm-not-hensem-enough' rants.

first, if you were not of illegal age, i'd so date you. hahha. i second your cousin, girls would be stupid not to notice you.

in fact, i think some of them already do. cuma kitak jak sik tauk. besides, no worries, once you step out of this 'woe-is-me' tirade, you'd realize benda tuk trivial matters jak.

i don't have a bf. heck if i don't feel loser-ish abt it sometimes. i ponder too if i do repel the opposite sex or whatnot. but in the end it boils down to niat.

for that, i'd say najib did give a swell perspective of the whole thing.

being single is cool. and dude, you're a cool person. :)

[Roy Ruzz]

yabieee... sian.. tragic but true!! Enjoy ur singleism! ;-)

[NuRuL aInN]

i oso keep wonderin why my hensem buddy tok xda gf.
blum seru ren. tat's wat i cn say. hehe

[-aKmA-]

i think u've chosen the right path..heheh!!nazrin, being single lagi best dr bercouple la!!hek3!!first tym baca ur blog..huhu~